Oh Let the beat On the street I have faith in myself to heed pain Oh What is this thing Bound bound bound by two sides of the coin? Of the coin Of the coin How far do you... How far do you go? How far to go far?

It's taking me over Like the falling leaves of my beliefs Find the empty songs and be released My mind intentions hold me fast Oh awake Oh awake Now we dance into the dream Your colours mark the screams Now we dance into the dream Holding onto the surreal Holding onto the surreal It's taking me over

Tararua The Zombie Syzy Gal o00o alias Louise Mills 2020 Tararua = to divide into 2 parts, partition (Maori Tongue) so i sit here bewildered ’cause I chose not to be filtered i chose not to know their truth ‘cause it ruptures me own youth i chose not to study war and the ongoing torture and more i chose not to look direct at the terror ‘cause i knew it would break my heart and sever any joy i could surrender any love i could remember s’ok though ‘cause this school’s over we’ve come to the end of history’s repeating clover it’s the end my friend i’m starting anew where the souls won’t wander separate or so much as be divided in 2 in me last past life, i were an insect and fat i got eaten by a venus flytrap and it still feels like i’m on a zombie line. truth is, i came out through a spark and then landed on me ass a cat told me i was special i believed that doctor Jeckyll a dog laughed at me musings said i could use improving that made me start puking as a way of soothing and losing weight. once the bully of our gang made me punch me best friend “that’s a real test of strength!” she said so i walked up to her my pride and joy and smacked her in the gob like a real boy. and it feels like i’m living on a zombie line. (two sides of the coin, the coin, two sides of the coin) i used to hate swimming as a kid i were the only girl with big tits those times were a blur couldn’t feel me body really hated being a girl i used to want to be a boy i dressed up like one jumped off high buildings like one but never really proved it like one and it still feels like i’m on a zombie line. “the beautiful enthralls us, but the nicest frees us from ourselves” (a teabag message) my name doesn’t come from a time and age that i know of me roots are stripped i’ve barely a clue of so how do i even start from a beginning? of some coherent form of pinning down the roots, down the truth down my ever-present jewels of knowledge, wisdom, books took form robbing pillaging crooks over a time that overlooks the crimes of greedy needy rampant minds the’d take the rhymes out of words if they could. “the beautiful enthralls us but the nicest frees us from ourselves” (the coin, the coin, the coin, 2 sides of the coin) so i sit here bewildered ‘cause i chose not to be filtered i chose not too know their truth ‘cause it ruptures me own youth i chose not to study war and the ongoing torture and more…

Remedy Syzy Gal o00o alias Louise Mills 2017 Find your remedy, find your remedy Find your recipe, find your recipe On a light spin, speeding down the highway I refuse to hold my mind in tune but the delay won’t make me sway I’m just grooving into another way and it loses me and it confuses me what’s the apple tree of my remedy? Seeing how we whisper through the hollow always dark and minding my go I refuse to hold the candle and i chose to respect what i handle it’s all in the mind of grooviness and losing all you’ve chosen it’s hard to refuse it and it’s even harder to lose it

Whakatemoana Syzy Gal o00o alias Louise Mills 2017 Whakatemoana = Towards The Sea, Seaward (Maori Tongue) Oh Let the beat On the street I have faith in myself to heed pain oh What is this thing bound bound bound by 2 sides of the coin? How far do you? How far do you go? How far to go far?

Whakatau (Te Kore) Syza Gal o00o alias Louise Mills 2017 Whakatau = To Decide / Kore, Te = Realm of Potential Being, The Void (Maori Tongue) i came into the deep it’s inside of my head i saw the way to lead now i know it’s the air now maybe we can say now there’s no turning back maybe we can strive to find other ways i believe in you i feel i have to but now that it’s not now the same and you think that you are to blame let’s not carry on this madness, let’s not go with on this sadness let’s not make it on a limit be ‘cause i believe in you i believe in you